Insta Gratify Mee

Sunday funday continues through instagram's immediate positive reinforcement to gratify all my desires. I'm a late bloomer of instagram and sad to say I've succumb to all it has to offer, especially for those who are decent enough to do the right thing by citing their sources. All in all it has served as a gigantic mood board of life that represents what @eternallymee is all about.

Here are the best of this week's inspiration in case anyone missed them :

Thanks Holidaze

Although there's a bit of rough patch for me this year, I've never been so thankful this holiday season as i am today. I am so grateful to be in a healthier mind state and feel so much more emotionally balanced. I think this has a lot to do with how I really tried to work on myself this year. I feel like I've been transported to an entirely different place..a place where i know myself enough to be happy about having friends that support me and loved ones that care. Although it doesn't feel like it at times, I'm more of a loner so it helps to make time and space for me and loved ones when appropriate. 

Going through this changing process really helped me make my own path and the sense of freedom is greater than i imagined. I'm willing to let go and move on, I'm willing to live and be loved and express all this for those who will listen. Each day is precious. It doesn't matter all the negatives we constantly hear around us. Let's use that to our advantage and grow as people. I found that by giving love to myself i was able to find love in others.

I was suppose to recycle that wonderful pastry box above, but felt it was so artistic to even let go... just for now. It's my little inspiration for today to keep me balanced. Smiles!!

I was also blessed with more cheer stemming from french baguettes and dark chocolate shared by my sister's heart warming attempt to win me over and my mom's love of french style cuisine. 

The day is not over and i wish i wasn't feeling so drained already, but I'm still going to strive to keep this positive outlook going far and beyond. Let's spread the love by being thankful for the little things and even for the people we have trouble with for those are the ones that will really make us learn more about ourselves so that we can be geared in the right direction. 

Happy happy thanks!!!!

O Camo My Camo

I really wish it were warm enough to wear this and I'm pretty sure i could add some leg wear and a long sweater or coat i could but unfortunately I'm cleaning things up so that i can have front row access to my sweats for after joint surgery. 

I'll be limited in terms of my posts here but hopefully I'll keep my instagram updated so follow me there @eternallymee !!!

I hope u join me for my journey and I'll be updating u on further projects soon so stay tuned! This camo bag will probably make several appearances this year as i will most likely use it for the hospital for the extra cargo pockets on the side. I love pockets! 

DIY Calendars

Since the majority of people today use handheld mobile devices and paperless materials, the use of papered calenders is diminishing quite a bit. So instead of going straight to the recycling bin with the old ones, why not use them as diy projects? For those with very little time like me but in need of somehow keeping something meaningful in a useful manner, i found that creating your own spot of inspiration with calendars truly helps. It's very easy and quick with just a snip of your scissors and you've got your own wall art to decorate your place. 

Leopard Love

Release your inner animal. Everyone's got it, which one's yours? 

For me, when i was younger i was in love with the black panther worth its sleek black and threatening appeal. I loved the color black even though i was told countless times to wear more color. The black panther then grew to become the leopard as i was infatuated with it for a grade school project i did. As i drew in the intricate patterns i realized there was so little difference between the look of the cheetah and the leopard but somehow the leopard i was more fond of. I think it's probably due to the feminine flower-like patterns on an animal so strong and fierce. Understandably, i grew up liking the mix of masculinity and femininity in one look. They provide the perfect balance. 

Reminiscing the above shots when i was working with LM, i wanted a modern day retro/vintage feel so i crossed the ties around my neck in a bow tie fashion around the front instead. This can accentuate the lines you want to achieve but also be so simple with the fabric already there. 

Find your mark by looking at some simple alterations. What animal will you set free today? 

Hope

Time for those darn socks u need to pull out during those cold days. Not sure why my feet get extra cold compared to my body but i don't mind wearing socks as long as my feet stay warm and NOT sweaty! I love these since they give me the love and comfort i so desperately need.

This is gonna be a short post because i assume no one really reads anymore, hah. I just wanted to let those of you who've been struggling know that if you put your mind to it, you can make your own path. I've been in all sorts of ups and downs and have been greatly impacted by the support I've received through out my struggles. I wanted to give up many times and doubted myself. But here i am speaking to anyone who wants to listen. You are not alone and I'm here to share my story and creations with u.

During the wee hours of the morning i find myself creating these little things that make me happy or enter that world where i can center myself in a place of serenity. Make your dreams come true by finding your own path and listening to your heart. Don't be afraid because you can accomplish great things with that fear.

I hope that one day I will fully finish one of my long time projects to share with u all. There is hope. You just have to teach for it and never let go. 

Comfy. Cozy. Crazy.

Changes will be coming as prepare for surgery set for this December. I've been spending most of my time cleaning and sanitizing the space around me so that i will be able to have an infection free environment. So naturally I've been able to gravitate towards what i love most: sweat pants haha.

I value comfort over everything else and i think that's what i start with when i begin and end any day.

The climate has been so bipolar this November and currently it's so very cold. So in order to rest indoors and occasionally take that breath of fresh air, I've resorted to sweat pants and layering tops to adjust to the changing Temps from indoors to outdoors.

On the plus side I've got pockets and anyone who knows me knows i will keep anything with good pockets. I've had this jacket for years and it's still my go to jacket for all things.

What's your go to item for this season?

A Little Pick Me Up

I needed a little extra pick me up this morning as my days are completely out of whack. I'm one day off schedule thinking it's already Friday. Goodness me... Luckily i found this great stash of whole coffee grains ready to amp up my life from Starbucks. I love the smell of coffee in the mornings. It smells like smile :) is that even possible? Well at least in my head lol.

I was even able to complete some diy projects while spending creative time with my niece. When the pieces don't seem to fit in your life, do something about it. 

What will you create today? 

Indecisive enamels

Wow it's been awhile! So what have i been doing u ask? Wasting my precious time fiddling with creations as i wait during brief down time moments. In a recent moment i found the time to quickly add some cheerful holiday spirit into my life by painting my nails. Unfortunately, I've been impatient and hasty so they're not as great as I'd like them to be but do add some glitz to glam.

I felt like adding a little more instigating to them so unable to decide which to post here wet the few that made it in the cut. Hope they inspire u to create your own magic and add a little sparkle to your life! 

Oh! And good news is I've finally made an instagram for u to indulge in as well @eternallymee so hope u enjoy!